Exhausted

Hi everyone.

I'm back here in the office after staying at the hospital with my Mom. She is not out yet BUT I needed to be in the office for some important work Today is her 16th day of confinement.

I realized... staying that long in the hospital makes you feel
..frustrated
..disappointed
..exhausted

there were even times I felt very angry and I wanted to get back to that driver and hit him hard on the face. I know that won't be enough though.

My mom's recovery  is very slow, she's very weak and can't even get up from bed and sit on her own. The very reason why I am feeling all that.

There was even a night where I thought we will lose her, we can't wake her up. Praise God that she was ok after a while BUT I have never been scared in my whole life. I panicked, I cried, I prayed. Worst that I was alone with her during that fateful night.

My hopes are high though because yes, recovery maybe slow but she's recovering and improving. She can now eat full meal. She eat small portions but we make sure she eats from time to time. I know she will be discharge soon. I hope sooner than I expected.

So to be in the office now is a relief although my mind is still with her.

Please continue to pray for her. Thanks a lot.