That is actually my YM status now..
And no, I am not crying anymore pero it's true..I cried..while in front of the computer..while having chat with my cousin..a while ago.
And I don't know why? I was just telling her that she's invited on our friends wedding and she was just telling me she couldn't come..and there I was ramblings and making drama na of how I lost her na, how different is her life na since she got married..
And no, I am not crying anymore pero it's true..I cried..while in front of the computer..while having chat with my cousin..a while ago.
And I don't know why? I was just telling her that she's invited on our friends wedding and she was just telling me she couldn't come..and there I was ramblings and making drama na of how I lost her na, how different is her life na since she got married..
hala..I suddenly feel so emotional that I didn't notice tears were falling na..
And she explained naman why we're not seeing her now a days..and I know I have to understand..I don't know why I over reacted that way..pag tumatanda ba nagiging emotional? kainis di ba?
I know..I only miss her that much..kasi naman, she used to be my confidant, my friend, my late night ka-chikahan..we lived on the same house for almost all the years that we're growing up. We kinda seperated lang because I got married na..then she got married na rin and moved to a not so near place.
And here's her last words..."siguro buntis ka no?"..
To which I replied.... " Wish ko lang"
yun din isip ko, baka buntis ka... tho am not even sure if you're married or want that...
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bloghopping lang
I guess sometimes there are just days when we feel a little more sensitive than usual. It's also a reflection of how much you miss spending time with your cousin.
ReplyDeleteBTW, I have an award waiting for you on my blog.
gulat naman ako. you know why. i posted a comment on this last saturday. hmmm, di nag-reflect. hmmm ano nga ba ang sinabi ko. parang ganto:
ReplyDelete- may nabasa ako somewhere, i'm not sure lang if me connection sa post mo. malamang meron kasi naalala ko sya. weehhhh!
malungkot tayo pag isang araw magpapaalam ang mahal natin sa dahilan na di maiiwasan gaya ng change of career, love life or just because kailangan yakapin ang distance para mag-grow (naks naman) , tapos masaya tayo kapag nkakarinig ng balita na ang mga taong yun ay nakapag-adjust na sa panibagong pamumuhay. pero kasabay ng kasiyahan ang ang pagkabalisa na baka tayo ay makalimutan or magkalimutan.
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ganun talaga siguro ano masakit ang pagbabago lalo na kung nakakahon tayo sa ideya na: ang PRESENCE ay laging nasa TABI. :)
good day rocks. medyo busy nanaman ako kasi lapit na finals. kaya di ako masyado bloghopping. :(