There is a pending post in my draft section written in my native tongue, wrote it the first day I got back to work from my ten days off.
It is a very unhappy post and I still feel the same way now. But the unhappiness I am talking here is only about the work I do. Outside of that I am happy and okay.
The unpublished post may cause me some trouble so I decided to hold it off. You see, it's a no hold bar post. I've written what I wanted to say to someone and poured my heart about the job we are doing. I wish I could tell it to him personally but I can't and I won't simply because I do not have the right.
Anyways, today is the lowest day so far. It is sad that I got mad and lost my temper.
And I know the end is coming sooner than I expected. I just wish I can hold on and be respectful as I was the first day.
Send me cheerful smiles and hugs please :)