Singing career

To tell you all honestly, I am secretly wishing for a very good singing voice. I envy those who sing very well. Sure I can carry a tune (but that's all I can do) and I sing in the church but that's it. I can't eve sing solo :( Most of the time I'm afraid I get out of tune and be completely lost with the whole song.

So yes, I admit I am not really a good singer and I have no future plans of pursuing a singing career (well, unless my husband buy me a TC Helicon that I can use. That's a vocal effects that can  make your voice sounds better.

Another problem is that I find it hard to memorize a whole song which is funny because whenever I try to sing a song I end up changing the original lyrics ( which send my husband into laughing spree). 

So there, no future singing career for me.Thankful though that my husband can sing and is a vocalist of a band.

Horse racing industry

I used to work in horse racing industry before I got my present job, although I was an Executive Assistant (in my appointment and Id the truth is I was the all around assistant of my boss-the owner of the business. I have no idea about a horse back then more so with their medicines and equipment but I learned through the course of time and honestly I enjoyed it. Back then, ask me what you need to calm a horse and I would know it  immediately, we also import some equestrian clothing so I know about it also.

It was a financially rewarding job but I left without hesitation for the right reasons only me can understand.

Today..

I beg off from work  because I was not feeling well. I came in the morning because I needed to finish some important work but went home immediately after that.

I wish I could really work at home and work with lesser pressure. On a higher and wider dream-I wish I am super duper rich and I need not work anymore :( You know like you can surf all day and night, go to fantastic places any day you want, buy things you want and not just things you need, even  buy gold coins online and sell them online too :)

But I am not and I know I have to get up every morning (at least not on weekends) and go to office.

On the other hand - I do not forget the fact that I am blessed because I have work and yes though I have a very demanding boss -he is still very nice to me :)

My work saga continues...

Unhappy

There is a pending post in my draft section written in my native tongue, wrote it the first day I got back to work from my ten days off.

It is a very unhappy post and I still feel the same way now. But the unhappiness I am talking here is only about the work I do. Outside of that I am happy and okay.

The unpublished post may cause me some trouble so I decided to hold it off. You see, it's a no hold bar post. I've written what I wanted to say to someone and poured my heart about the job we are doing. I wish I could tell it to him personally but I can't and I won't simply because I do not have the right.

Anyways, today is the lowest day so far. It is sad that I got mad and lost my temper.

And I know the end is coming sooner than I expected. I just wish I can hold on and be respectful as I was the first day.

Send me cheerful smiles and hugs please :)

off from work :0

I am so happy I have 6 days off from work and for me that's a major reprieved from my everyday source of stress and headache.(but still am thankful I have work and a steady source of income)

And I wish none of my friends would ever need the service of a San Diego Domestic Violence Defense lawyer or any defense lawyer (more so of domestic violence) especially here in the Philippines because I know how much tedious, hard and long is a legal battle here. I currently deal with legal matters where my boss is concerned and I tell you it's pure head ache, most of the time I find my self praying for them to be over soon but it's been three years and we're not even in the middle of our legal battles. It's far from being over.

As a matter of fact I left in the office a lot of pending paper works and that awaits me when I get back on Wednesday but for now I have three more days free of office work and for that I am extremely thankful. 

earn more.old parents

I just signed up in jobstreet.com and made an account there, I have yet to complete my resume though. I'm seriously thinking of changing job and giving a shot for an overseas job, although that would not take place soon because I haven't applied to any job yet. I am still seeking more sound career advice or confirmation or whatever you may call it from people I look up to.

But honestly, seeing my parents back home made me want to earn more so at least I could give them a much better life before it's too late. They're old and they deserve something better, they deserve best. I know I am giving my best but still that's not enough. I wanted to give them a lot of things, a repair of the old house is on top of that and from what I am earning now I can not do that.

Career change to earn more. I hope that's still possible for me.